'so i try to make you proud, but for crying out loud. Give me a chance to hide away. exhausion takes over..will this someday be over ?'


a horrid week this has been. shelling by teachers for every possible reason..even by friends. // plagued by problems outside school , i entered this week on a bitter note. In a state of discontent and somewhat confused about why things arn't falling into place.
i'll admit it. yes..i did give them some reason and opportunity to yell..but i made minor mistakes. just mere moments of slipping back into the world where i made my decisions based on what i feel. and the puzzling thing is...they take it...every single time.
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i hate it when people lay their expectations on me. i know at the end of the line, they mean well. But you can't please everybody and i believe that apart from God , i should know what i want , how to live my life and things i should live up to , better than anyone else. I don't mean to take things people say in an arrogant manner...but these things...advice is what u call it.