Thursday, December 01, 2005

Katherine Anne Porter once said; 'There seems to be a kind of order in the universeā€¦in the movement of the stars and the turning of the Earth and the changing of the seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own right and feelings, mistaking the motives of others, and his own.'

Its been nearly a week since the exams ended..and life has been..yes..almost pure chaos. I'm overwhelmed by the things i need to do and the hype of ending the A level exams surprisingly died down. It is as if the cruel forces of the world heightens the excitment, anticipation and tension forcing our heads to look towards this moment thinking its going to be the best time of our lives. But it comes..and we are dropped. The sense of freedom and liberation we're suppsoed to be feeling suddenly gets replaced by a feeling of emptiness and lack of purpose.
So what now i ask....what now?