Gone
Been a long while since I last blogged. Well that's because things haven't been going too well and I refrain from ranting about horrible aspects of my life. Not to say venting is bad, I just don't vent through writing. Bringing up the same emotions and horrid experiences are sometimes more than my frail and unstable mind can take.
School was a drag as usual...It always is on terrible Thursdays. But it passed rather quickly and I felt the awkward sensation of being transported from 'alive and kicking' to 'down and dying' in a flash. There's always the sense of accomplishment and satisfaction whenever I get through Thursdays and most of the time, it is this feeling that keeps me going.
On a lighter note, remember the friend that required advice for girls? Yes he's 13 by the way.
He sent me an SMS saying how marvelous he felt when the girl told him she liked him too. After having gone through it all, you finally understand what it means when your parents tell you not to get a girlfriend before you're 21. To put it plainly, it won't last. So yeah..Evil thoughts of 'what the hell are they doing?!' or "sigh..Its never going to last that long' or even 'Its so obvious its infatuation" creeps in whenever I walk around and see 14 year old secondary school punks holding hands..Prancing around orchard road. But the thing that I miss...Is how magical it seemed at that point in time. How you wished time would just stop and stars would fall yadda yadda. It's such a pity that such things disappear with age. Now things are..so much more complicated.