PLASTIC
I slept at 5. -_- My mom's forcing me to a doctor about my sleep problems...Why can't they leave me alone. Anyway, not having anything else to do..I drew up a study plan in bed. Just looking at it is depressing. Especially when the prelims were disastrous. I'm too stupid to know what is required of me let alone do it. Why do I even put up with this bullshit? Why be mature? Why do I have to take it like a man? Honestly..I feel like..Giving up.
I don't mean to whine and sound like a spoilt brat. I know that into every sunny life a little rain must fall yadda yadda. But I can't help feeling like shit especially when the prelims were disastrous. I need some happy pills but heck everything is plastic and we're all gonna die anyway..

Quote:"Death"

Sigh. Econs down the drain. Felt really lousy the entire day today after the double econs period. Not because I failed or anything...But simply because I gave up. I somehow lost the drive and motivation to continue studying for paper 1 and 2 when I slept for 25 minutes in paper3 and already messed that one up. Might as well use the time to focus on history or lit right. Logical thinking...Or so I thought. After She went through the papers..I realised that hey I actually knew the stuff but well..Its over and I can't do anything about it. Stupid I am..Stupid I'll ever be.
The only thing that got me smiling was the solid 2 hours of soccer. For some reason we decided to mimic dogeball hence playing with a full pumped ball. Of course..A few hilarious casualties along the way. What a day. I wonder what's next. I feel like a character in one of those brainless Harold and Kumar shows where everything goes wrong. I need sleep.

Quote:"Eugene...Are you okay. Do you have girlfriend problems? You look like a mess."