I woke up this morning and the air seemed colder than usual. Everywhere I go, I feel it..Like some aura slowly engulfing me. Somehow this brings out a stale and stagnant atmosphere. Totally in contrast to what it supposed to be: joy, happiness and silly dancing all over the place. People claim its a new year and shit and that we'll all supposed to be happy. But that's because they have something new to look forward to. A new phase, environment whatever. But all I have is school. Well that's how my new year seems. Bleakk.

Sometimes, I wish that I was the weather. Then you would bring me up in conversations forever and when it rained, I'll be the talk of the day. I would have walked away, if I was not such a sucker for you.

Yesterday was strange. The innate ability to avoid people on the street either holding large metal cans or a clipboard of some sort I thought I had, did not seem to work. No matter how hard I tried to squirm my way through putting on a serious, focused facial expression in a failed attempt to show how I am a typical busy Singaporean, those punks always got to me.
There was this girl in particular who worked for uhm..Some organisation which helped hospitalised children that struck me in some way. She started by asking if she could have a minute. I did not expect her to mean it literally, but she started rambling like she was in some rap contest. So fast that I couldn even catch the organisation name whatsoever. Maybe this is the scam. To speak so fast no one would understand jack. Thus not bother questioning their legitimacy and just give anyway. *shrugs Well, as she was busy rapping away, I kept saying how I was not interested as this was the third one who approached me and she was rather rude towards the end. Just as I was going to bitch about how is it that I am obliged to give and how her mouth should be plastered to the wall, I stopped.
This doesn usually happen, but I somehow realised that if put in her shoes, I would have done exactly the same thing or worse. I was then enlightened by what a horrid person I am. Oh well.

And yes everybody. I have finally committed to stop my bad bad bad BAD drinking habits. Now stop. You must be thinking 'yar right' but I'm serious this time! So I hereby give you the permission to slap the living daylights out of me should you see me drinking more than one.

Quote:"But if not, I WILL still..."