I have a problem with writing down my thoughts. Especially when they all come like one big-ass gobstopper ready to crush the earth. They run around rapidly in my head and I can't seem to express the heart of it all. Sure I can narrate..But far too many things happened today.
Chinese New Year was great. Made me realise how much I cherish family. Despite having to repeat the depression story 10 million times, the time was really good. This makes me wish we met up more often. Today made me see how much of a traditionalist I am...Deep inside. We ate a vegetarian breakfast.(I did not complain). Went to visit grave.(I still did not complain) and ended off the night playing a card game I did not know how to play. But after the entire day, I felt that this is the exact same thing I want to do when I'm older. I want to be able to adopt the morals and values I see in my older uncles and ultimately pass them down too.
Sigh the fever still does not want to go away. I'm dizzy.